Kaya todo update!!! wow!!! nagkataon pang MiroSan ang avie ko!!! WOOT WOOT!!! Bukas po pala LAHAT ng companies nakauniform!!! SO COOL!!! ^.^ siyanga po pala, nakuha ko na po ang kaunaunahang cord ko: yung teal... 'di ko alam para saan, pero lahat po kami meron nun...

Let's start with personality quizzes... 'pag may mali sa code, sa susunod ko na lang po aayusin...


You're the Esc Key!
You're a bit of a loner, but that's the way you
like it. A wallflower by choice, you have a few
very close friends. Try opening up a bit and
doing new things!


What computer key are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

ESCAPE?! Dory: "escape! it's spelled just like escape!" y not?


How evil are you?

ganun?! O.o" wow!

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP) You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky. You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations. It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school. You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you. You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience. In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment. At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur. With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out. As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes. On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

and 2 tink na 3 quessies lang tnanong... 'tis not completely tru... i'd say 60% accurate or so...

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

personally, i wanna hang out with gals pero since medyo maarte ang mga babae dito, sa mga guys muna 'ko, kahit na sobrang rough sila minsan...

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun. You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

*pressed submit while drinking Coke* *sees result* *SPLASH!!!* WHAT?! PINK?! Hair----pink----O.o [bagay kaya?! *opens PI*]

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

O.O ganun?!

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

9 out of 10?! 9 OUT OF 10?! saan kaya ako nagkamali?! siguro sa last.... hu cares? pasado naman e!!!

You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

I say I'm 50-50... pero.... day dreaming threw me off ata >.<

Your Japanese Name Is...

Natsuko Sato

ano kaya meaning ni2?! Natsuko=? Sato=(country)home or village daw...

Your Irish Name Is...

Eva O'Carroll

not that bad...

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker. While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

O.o uh huh... sure...

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers. You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going. And you can keep these thoughts going at any time. You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.

hehehehehe... wala lng... basta... tsk tsk tsk...

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

took it again.... rel8 ako...

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

3rd n last tym... n stil, rel8 ako... mix all of 'em, then dats mi!!!

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

ooookay.... O.o

You Should Date A Japanese Guy!

You're an interesting blend of traditonal and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono!

sure... it's not like i'm asian too ryt? tsk tsk tsk....

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

ganun?! talaga?! 4 real?!

You Are Low Rise Jeans

You are both sexy and casual - the type of girl who looks hot without really trying. You tend to spark imagination, only showing a peek of your skin.

'di po ako ganyan magsuot ha, just 4 d record... balot na balot po ako... *reads results* O.o

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

hehehehe.... la lang... tsk tsk tsk

You Are Artemis!

Brave, and a natural born leader. You're willing to fight for what you believe in... And willing to make tough decisions. Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!

leader?! AKO?! LEADER?! may pagkakamali ata....

Your Alias Should Be:

Kiera Monique

not bad... pero... y naman?!

Your Gemstone is Topaz

Comforting, considerate, and stable. You are down to earth and grounded.

oh I'm grounded alryt...

Your Love Quote

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

*sigh*

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

oh yeah!!! party!!!

You Are a Carnation

You are down to earth and grounded. You tend to be more traditional than trendy. Your confidence gets you through anything. People trust you and are very loyal to you.

so that's why 'yan ang birth flower ko...

Your True Sign Is Taurus

Patient Stubborn Possessive Self-Indulgent Greedy and Generous Determined and Deliberate Lover Of All Things Luxurous Comfort Seeking and Comforting

ganun?! O.o

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft Your personality is fresh and understated

ganun?! O.o


Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

just lyk my result 3-4 yrs ago... pero ba't nakuha ko si Sango a few months ago?!

You scored as Nerdy Girl. Nerdy Girl 63% Hippy 56% Loser 56% Athletic Tomboy 44% Preppy Girl 44% Popular Bitch 31% Goth 13% Slut 0% What type of girl are you?!! created with QuizFarm.com

ganun?! O.o

How to make a sheila

Ingredients: 5 parts pride 5 parts courage 1 part leadership

Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!

hahaha... yeah ryt....

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

ganun?!

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

not so sure 'bout this.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating

You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together. You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change. You should major in: Statistics Speech Conflict studies Communication Finance Medicine

uh-huh... think i'll just go for medicine, kung yan lang ang pagpipilian ko... pero i wanna try law and education... la lang...

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

guess what? I'm blood type O ^.^

You Are The Fool

You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path.

YES!!! I AM A FOOL!!! ^.^

Next, last week po pala, ng wala akong magawa, pumunta ako sa Tristan Cafe... tas kinlick ko yung unang New Song... at eto'ng nakuha ko...

Lagi Mo Na Lang Akong Dinededma
Rocksteddy

Verse 1

Matagal ko ng gustong malaman mo
Matagal ko ng itinatago-tago 'to
Nahihiyang magsalita
At umuurong aking dila
Pwede bang bukas na
Ipagpaliban muna natin 'to

Bridge

Dahil kumukuha lang ng tiyempo
Upang sabihin sa iyo

Chorus

Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit ;di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh...

Verse 2

Matagal ko ng gustong sabihin 'to
Matagal ko ng gustong aminin sa'yo
Sandali, eto na
Ngayon na, mamaya
O baka pwedeng bukas na

Bridge

Dahil kumukuha lang buwelo
Upang sabihin sa iyo

Chorus

Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh...

Bridge

Ngunit kumukuha lang ng tiyempo
Upang sabihin sa iyo

Mahal kita pero hindi mo lang alam
Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan
Ayaw mo naman itanong sa akin
Kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw
At hindi ko rin naman sa 'yo sasabihin
Kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon manligaw
Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata
Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa
Hindi ako kumikibo, hindi ako nagsasalita, wala!
Pero hindi ako torpe
Hindi ko lang talaga masabo sa 'yo ng harapan
Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam
Hindi mo 'ko tinitignan, hindi rin kita titignan
Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman
Lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman
At araw-araw tayong magdededmahan
Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan
Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko
Nais kong magkaalaman na
Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sa 'yo ng harapan
Kasi alam kong dun din naman ang tuloy n'yan
At dalawa rin lang naman ang sagot d'yan, oo o hindi
Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na
At hindi na magka-tsismisan pa
Sasabihin ko na para wala ng problema
At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa

Chorus

Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, kahit lagi mo na lang akong dinededma

tatlong araw or so pagkatapos ko pong ulit ulitin na pinakinggan 'to, minessage ko po si walangya... Chinese New Year nun... sure dalawang sentences lang yun: ba't 'di nya na 'ko iniistorbo at tinanong ko kung napagkamanan ko lang sya... pero still... that makes a difference... well, not really since 'di pa sya naglolog-in... kung bakit, ewan ko...

at since nabanggit ko na rin ang Chinese New Year...



Kung Hei Fat Choi ay nandito na sa McDo may regalo prosperity coupon... para 'to kay lolo, para 'to kay lola, para 'to sa buong pamilyaaaaa... halos tatlong taon na pero sa ulo ko pa rin 'yun!!! kahit na mas gusto ko ang Jollibee!!!

at I think 'yun lang po muna... subikan ko pong palitan ang layout within this week... sige po...

so it didn't turn out the way I wished it would... e ano naman ngayon? alam ko namang walang perpekto sa mundong ito... alam ko naman laging may palpak... isa lang naman 'to sa isang daang libong [o baka mahigit pa] kapalpakan sa buhay ko e... subalit hndi ko ipagkakailang malungkot po ako... ni hindi nya lamang ako minessage... ngunit... kung ako kaya magmessage dun? baka naman sabihing istorbo lang ako... e ako lang nman ata ang babati dun eh.... sabihin ko na nga! bahala na!!! o sige po, sa susunod na muna ang kwentuhan... pasensya na't ngayon lang po uli ako nakapagsulat dito... tinamad lang po kasi eh...

I walked into the darkness,
not bothering to open the lights,
not knowing that I'm going to trip on someone,
and fall deeply in love.


Bago ko po binukas itong computer kong ito, na pumapalpak nang dumikit ang up arrow key, pumasok po yan sa isip ko... drama 'no? hehehe... e ano pa nga ba kaya ang magagawa ng isang pagod na pagod at nalilitong kinse anyos na batang babae? nagiilusyon... nananaginip ng gising, nakatulala sa hangin... hindo ko na kakantahin pa... alam ko pong alam nyo na ang pinatutunguhan ko...

noon nga po palang Vday, minessage ko ulit si walangya... tinatanong ko kung iniisnab nya ba ako ko napagkamanan ko lang sya, kahit na sigurado akong sya nga yung taong... kakilala ko noon... sinagot nya po ako kinabukasan... sabi nya, napagkamanan ko daw sya... e sinagot ko ulit, sabi ko patawad... yada yada yada... tas idinagdag ko rin ata na baka kakambal nya yung kakilala ko... sasabihin ko pa sanang baka sya ang mabait sa dalawa kaso parang nanliligaw naman ang tunog ko nyan... tsaka, nakalimutan ko rin naman po nung tinatype ko na...

pero sa totoo lang, nasaktan ako noon... ewan ko nga kung bakit e... ni hindi nya nga ako kinakausap sa hallway tapos iniexpect ko syang makilala ako sa internet... sira ulo na nga ata ko! ngunit... naisip ko, baka hindi nya ako nakilala dahil sa sn ko... at baka tamad naman syang tingnan ang profile ko... at baka naman hindi nya 'ko nakilala sa larawan na pinost ko noon, total malayo naman ako nun... ni si Cynth nga na halos araw araw kong nakikita hindi ako nakilala e sya pa kaya?

ngunit... kung hindi nya ako nakikilala, e bakit minsan nahuhuli ko syang nakatitig sakin sa hallway? siguro nga imahinasyon ko lang yun pero hindi mo pa rin maipagkakailang kapag nagtatagpo ang mga mata namin ng isang saglit, nagiiwasan kami---o at least ako... ngayon naman, pinaplano kong kapag magtagpo ulit ang titig namin, hindi ako iiwas... at kung ppwede, kakausapin ko sya... naku naman oh! ano bang buhay ang napasukan ko?

ngayon, binisita ko ulit ang profile nya... at ng makita ko syang nakikipagusap sa isang babaeng kakilala nya noon pa, hindi ko maiwasang magselos... ano ba? e tao lang naman ako a! tigilan nyo nga ako! anyway, nung nabasa ko sa isa sa mga mensahe ng babae sa kanya, alam ko na pinaguusapan nila itong isang babaeng ito na hindi na nakita nung babae simula ng nasa ikapitong baitang sila... ikapito... NAKU! kung sana'y dito kami nadestino noon! jusko! nakakasira naman ng araw/buhay/kung ano pa man itong taong ito na inalok si nanay na pumunta sa Brownsville! ang sarap batukan!

e di sana, hindi ko nameet ang mga taong yun... ang alaking napaginteresan ko... ang mga guro ko... ang mga taong medyo mahirap pakisamahan ngunit kinupkop kami... ang---lahat sila! oo, alam ko na gumaling ako sa ibang mga bagay dahil sa mga taong yun ngunit... ngunit kung alam ko lang na masasaktan din lang naman ako ng ganito ngayon... kung alam ko lang na ang sakit na idudulot sakin dahil lang sa hindi kami nagkakilala bago ng taong yun ay dadalhin lang naman ako sa inumpisahan ko... e di sana... sana hindi na lang ako pumayag na dun kami sa Brownsville tumira... sana ngayon nagkakausap kami, o baka mas mahigit pa... sana maligaya pa rin ako...

ako... ano ba? kuripot na ba ko? e pano kung nagkakilala nga kami sa ikapitong baitang? ano kaya ang mangyayari? mas mabuti kaya o mas malala? paano sya? popormahan nya pa kaya yung kaibigan ko? magkakaroon naman kaya sya ng pagtingin sakin? magkakausap pa ba kami ngayon? nasa regular kaya ako ng isa o dalawang taon? ano?

minsan, mayroong mga bagay na hindi natin maiintindihan... minsan, may mga tanong na hindi natin masasagot... minsan, may mga pangyayari sa buhay na gusto nating balikan at ayusin... minsan, kapag nagmahal tayo, lahat gusto nating gawin, lahat kaya nating gawin, lahat ay para sa atin... at sa taong iyon...

ngunit... kahit na hindi ko ito naiintindihan.... kahit na hindi ko masasagot ang mga tanong ko... kahit na hindi ko kayang bumalik sa nakaraan... totoo kayang nagmamahal ako o naguguluhan lamang?