WALANG HIYA NAMAN TALAGA OH!!! Mayo na pala!!! Nakalimutan ko!!!! AHHH!!! >.<"

Maligayang Kaarawan, Calanthe!

Sa ika-sampung araw ng Mayo, taong dalawang libo't lima, isinilang ang Old Rose, at 'di nagtagal, ang pangalan ay pinalitan ko. Simula noon, Calanthe na ang tawag ko dito.

At.... wala na po talaga akong masabi muna... kasi hindi ako makaisip ng matino... sino ba naman kasi ang makakaisip kapag yung taong gusto mo eh tinawag kang, "mahal ko"... WALANG HIYANG LOKO!!!

Pinahiram po sakin ni Regina ang aklat nya... Twilight ni Stephenie Meyer... at ang pinakanakakatamang kowt sa buong libro ay eto:

"I intuitively knew---and sensed he did, too---that tomorrow would be pivotal. Our relationship couldn't continue to balance, as it did, on the point of a knife. We would fall off one edge or the other, depending entirely upon his decision, or his instincts. My decision was made, made before I'd consciously chosen, and I was committed to seeing it through. Because there was nothing more terrifying to me, more excruciating, than the thought of turning away from him. It was an impossibility."

at YUN... yun po ang nararamdaman ko sa walang hiyang lokong dupang na 'yun...

hay ewan, andito nanaman ako sa daang ito... sana lang mapunta ako sa mas mabuting lugar...

...when you're in love?

For some odd reason, I found myself going to Hyacinth's page, staring at her blog entries, and clicking one of them. I reread her entry, and found this under it:


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deeeeeep ^.^ nice... so, how do u know in ur in love? most ppl realize it when the person they love is gone, far away from them... but then again, better late than never, ryt? still, u can't help but blame urself for not knowing it sooner... u could've spent more time with each other... u could've been happier... I agree with what u said: how they affect u and ur lyf... just the sight of that person could make ur day... even better if that person talks to you... but no matter what u do, once u love a person, u can never 'unlove' that person... it just stays there, somewhere in ur heart, hiding till u need it... u may not realize it, but it's there... u can never give too much love... u can never run out of it... there's always room for more... don't be afraid to love another person... however, if u truly love someone and realize that u can't live without that person, try not to let go... but if a person tells u, "if u really love me..." that person doesn't really love u cos love is unconditional...
man, I sound like I've been through this... truth is, idk anyways, [belated] Happy Hearts' Day ^.^


Posted by Human Doll on Wednesday, February 15, 2006 at 1:11 AM
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Graces! It's been more than a YEAR! However, my views have't changed. But I do have stuff to add:

1. Do not confuse infatuation with love. There is a difference between the two, but I can't pinpoint it right now. If I do remember, I'll edit this entry later.

2. At the end of it all, the only thing that will matter to you is that person's happiness. What good is your happiness if the one you love isn't happy?

3. Never be afraid to fall in love. There's nothing to lose.

Oh MAN! I'm loving the life as a hopeless romantic! XP

[I don't know why this happened, but, you see, "there are no such thing as coincidences in this world." There has to be a reason why this happened... and I think I have a clue.]

walang hiya...

Some people may think that it's cool to have a friend living in the other side of the world. Well, guess what? It really is, to a certain extent.

But, what if that friend is your best friend since childhood? Not even, you two probably knew each other since you were fetuses. What with your mothers both working in the same school, and their offices were right next to each other.

It sucks. More than you'll ever imagine.

I hate the fact that couldn't hear her voice telling me one of her goofy stories. I hate the fact that I can't see her physically. I hate the fact that I can't just grab her hand and drag her someplace to spill a secret. I hate the fact that I couldn't tease her about her partner in the prom. I hate the fact that I didn't spend my high school years with her. I hate the fact that one of us needs to stay up late at night just so we can talk. I hate the fact that we can only talk for an hour because one of us is getting kicked out of the computer or running out of minutes on the phone. But most of all, I hate the fact that I couldn't be there beside her and comfort her when she has any problems.

This stinks!

[And yes, as some of you might have guessed, I'm whining because I can't give her—no, THEM the "lunch look." I mean, OF ALL PEOPLE NOT TO SEE THE LUNCH LOOK! >.>]

SA WAKAS!!! matapos ang dalawang buwan!!! jusmi!!!

nakahanda na po pala ang layout na 'to ng mahigit isang buwan... tinamad lang akong ilagay dito -_-"

at opo... bughaw nanaman >.<" ano ba?! kaya siguro ayaw kong ilagay 'to dito... halos sampung layout na nagawa ko eh kulay bughaw... 'di ko rin po sinasadya...

gusto ko rin po sanang ilagay 'to nung pangalawang anibersaryo neto, kaso, gaya ng sinabi ko, tinamad nga po ako... todo aral din po ako nun... kaya ayun, nakalimutan...

ang liit din pala ng contents, pero, ayos lang ^.^ wala naman akong masyadong sinasabi...

wala nanaman akong masabi... siguro nasabi ko na lahat sa mga kaibigan ko XP at alam nyo naman po ga'no ako katamad X) lalo na kapag inuulit-ulit ko ang sarili ko... hay ewan...

sige po, hanggang sa muli...

At parang ang pag lagay ko ng kowt dito ay hindi pa sapat, kumuha pa 'ko ng kwiz... sinong karakter ang pinakapareho sa'yo? ang nakuha ko hindi nakakasorpresa... ang nanay-nanayan ng grupo: si Esme... ngunit ang nakakagulat, ay 100% kaming magkapareho... langya... ganun ba talaga 'ko kasama? XP

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kaya pala pati yung guro ko sabi para daw ako nanay ng grupo... ABA! ewan! mas mabuti kesa kinasusuklaman ng lahat!

at opo, isa lang >.<"